Tales from the Lung Void

I just came across a piece in People magazine —quoting the prestigious journal Science—claiming that cats are officially "a vital partner in the fight against cancer." Apparently, we share the same cancer-causing mutations. This discovery complicates things. 1. My Strata vs. My Survival I live in a Vancouver building where the no-pets bylaw is enforced like a border crossing. But this discovery changes the math: How can a Strata Council justify depriving a resident of a "vital partner" in their recovery? I’m reminded of a general pro-tip regarding the legal optics of these things: “Prosecuting a cancer patient is the kind of file that lawyers' nightmares are made of.” Choosing to go to war with a feline co-therapist is certainly a bold PR move. I hope they’re prepared to cross-examine a whiskered defendant. 2. Upgrading the Lab Specimen Does this mean cats are about to become more "popular" in research than mice, hamsters, or pigs? Scientifically, the ...

During last week's visit, my palliative doctor noted a touch of oral thrush on my tongue - courtesy of the steroids in my nasal rinse. She prescribed Nystatin, which turned out to be an unexpected delight. It has the scent of vanilla almond custard and a glossy, sunshine-yellow hue. It’s a shame the dose is capped at 5 ml four times a day for 7 days; it’s the first time I’ve ever looked forward to a mouthwash.

Along English Bay, the yellow daffodils are out. They signal spring, and to almost everyone walking by, they are a bright touch of joy. But for me, this flower has lost its beauty. It has become a persistent reminder of a heavy medical reality. Every time I visit the BC Cancer complex, those cheerful yellow blooms decorate the buildings and line the hallways—a permanent fixture of the clinical landscape. The daffodil is the official symbol of the Canadian Cancer Society, chosen for several traits that reflect the cancer experience: its winter resilience, spring renewal, and sturdy strength. I understand the rationale, but the association is now inseparable from the diagnosis. Instead, I’m opting for a personal preference. My friend Mary is an enthusiastic dahlia grower, tending to about 30 varieties in her small yard and another 100 at a community garden. I’ve taken a liking to a specific variety, and I’ll patiently wait for it to bloom: “Mustard and Ketchup.” . It’s my new cancer-fre...

I’ve always felt that BC Cancer sets the gold standard for kindness in healthcare; it takes a special kind of person to work in oncology. But today, during my appointment at the Pain and Symptom Management Clinic, that bar was raised even higher. The palliative doctor and her resident gave me over two hours of their time—a rare and generous luxury. Their focus isn't just on the disease, but on me . We spoke candidly about the road ahead, navigating the complex choices between longevity and quality of life. Knowing they are in our corner provides a massive sense of relief for both Sheryl and myself. As a starting point, I’m moving from Tylenol 3 to morphine to better manage the side pain and coughing. They are, quite simply, the loveliest people I’ve encountered in the system. I told them I might just move into the clinic permanently, just like Tom Hanks in The Terminal , when he decided the airport was his new home.

One perk of not running: the daily shower is now optional. Instead, I’m using forest bathing ( Shinrin-yoku ) to purify myself. The photo was taken yesterday, on a sunny day. Today it’s raining, so ironically, I’ll have to shower to recover from the bath.

The timing of my current healthcare experience is a masterclass in recursive absurdity. My latest blood work is in—visible to me online on Health Gateway—and the results are clear: acute inflammation, anemia of chronic disease, and liver and pancreatic markers that are under significant stress. Since I’m negative for COVID, Flu, and RSV, it’s safe to say this isn’t a viral infection—it’s just the cancer being itself. I called the provincial oncology nurse for guidance, and she suggested I contact my family doctor so he can "decide" on the next steps. When I noted that a GP can't possibly grasp the full cancer context, her solution was that he could then refer me back to the oncologist. It’s a perfect, circular referral loop. Judging by the AI’s interpretation of these numbers, I may well die before I even get to my CT scan in 2 weeks. Addendum My cardiologist friend reviewed my labs. He thinks it’s just minor inflammation, fluid or a random virus and told me not to lose a...

This latest episode of my misadventure kicked off Monday afternoon with a visit to the St. Paul’s ER, courtesy of some persistent shortness of breath (SOB—and yes, the acronym is entirely appropriate). Because I’m immunocompromised, I spent the first night in the "prestige" of ER isolation. It even has its own toilet! By Tuesday morning, I’d migrated to a standard ER bed, and by evening, I’d truly hit the jackpot: a "sleeping pod" in a four-person room in the Medical Unit. While the bed was a marginal improvement, the real feature was the "Sheryl Upgrade." Having her there makes the scenery—and the situation—infinitely better. The staff at St. Paul’s was exceptional. From triage and the admitting ER doctor to the tireless ward nurses and the respirologists who took the time to explain the "why," the care was consistently warm, human, and sincere. I was finally paroled on Wednesday afternoon. My final tally for a first-ever stay in a Canadian hosp...